a recap.

all will be ok I think. indeed, and to give me some credit here, i was a little overdue for a miniature breakdown.


update: i have the apartment to m'self and although it would be a good time to clean my room im gonna just watch twilight zone and get a good night sleep. i went down to providence after work (3rd time in a row this week!) to get dinner with stu, his girlfriend and their friend meg. it was a lot of fun and anxiety seemed to fade away. stu has a terrific sense of humor so its a blast to hang out and hear about him eating stuff from trashcans in vancouver and being part of the whole olympics thing, except operating puppets and dressing in crazy costumes and masks. we went to this place, espara (?) that I had been to once before with a former boyfriend and BOY is it good. not eatnig for a couple days besides tea and animal crackers and this was great. its a cambodian asian restaurant that's in the shittiest part of the west side of providence, which i really need to come and photograph some of the signs down there....they're amazing! anyway. then i checked my email and got a really nice message from the krautrock night. its a nice reminder that friends are good to have. so anyway. aside from feeling a bit like....extremely breakable glass...here's hoping this weekend is good... im gonna attack the east bay bike path.