Oh! well, I haven't been here in a while. I really just checked to see what the date was of the last black lodge and the krautrock night and then saw I hadn't posted in 5 months.
Up until this week really I've just been hibernating a lot..partially due to a heightened sensitivity to the cold weather and a pretty strong case of the blues.
But this week I send out my grad school application and I'm anticipating hearing back if the Trailside Museum wants to hire me! Finally I can get the fuck out of emergency care photo research. All in one week! I've been quite excited.
Well, I guess that's it for now. Maybe I'll get back to this sometime again with the fervor that I used to..last year was a great year for exploration of things, meeting new people, etc. This year is going to be a little more fixing of myself.
-j.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Friday, September 3, 2010
the use of the F word has risen significantly
ughhhhhhhh I'm so tired and have been tired for weeks and I keep...going.... and the weekend hits and I can't seem to just calm down. Now unfortunately I'm also slightly homeless. I say slightly in the sense that I'm not entirely without places to stay, its just that I really hate imposing on friends and frankly monday thru thursday nights with the exception of wednesdays, I just want to be alone...my parents house is a wonderful place to stay, also comfortable and my cat is there, but its way too fucking far from Sudbury, I've made the commute up in three days and I just get so tired...waking up at 5:30 and coming back there at..8:00pm...and then going to sleep in like an hour and a half, its no way to live. I'm a little bit screwed. Also I had to pay a lot to fix my car from all the commuting so that sort of wiped out the security fund. Around here there's really just nothing, anyway, not even a room to crash in. I didn't really have these 'oh shit' kind of feelings but we have this huge storm coming today and it'd just be nice to be securely somewhere. I'm still trying to figure out where I'm going tonight. I am so sick of driving. :(
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
BLEAH!
UF. some days I think repairing the international space station would be an easier job than mine.
anyway I never update this thing but have lost any will to keep doing what im supposed to so here goes.
me and the wee mars are having troubles finding a place to live!! i should clarify. mars is happy and content in westport its just that her MOTHER misses her and I'd like to think mars misses her too. also every day it depends on my mood, if im gun-hoe for living with a roommate or two. today im all about not. and so far with roomates they do not want a cat. i can understand.
craigslist makes me dizzy. speaking of dizzy i need to get super glue to fix the wing on my glasses.
ughhhhhhh.
xo
anyway I never update this thing but have lost any will to keep doing what im supposed to so here goes.
me and the wee mars are having troubles finding a place to live!! i should clarify. mars is happy and content in westport its just that her MOTHER misses her and I'd like to think mars misses her too. also every day it depends on my mood, if im gun-hoe for living with a roommate or two. today im all about not. and so far with roomates they do not want a cat. i can understand.
craigslist makes me dizzy. speaking of dizzy i need to get super glue to fix the wing on my glasses.
ughhhhhhh.
xo
Monday, June 14, 2010
MOVE # 17
aaaagh. shit. moving in september, or ideally, august, and i'm sad i can't afford a lot of places on my own in boston. this is going to be tricky...
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
update!
i have much to report but unfortunately i haven't figured out how to use this thing via the ipad so I might have to use some other method besides blogger, which frankly, im open to..tumblr seems to be more my style (sorry blogger). so far this summer has been nice and ive been on a strict limeaid and hot dog diet combined with lots of bike riding. some plans for at least three photo projects in the works however, I need like a whole day to do them. i finally stopped obtaining polaroid cameras, i sold a lot of them anyway to pay for the ipad, which was fine, i think storing so much stuff like a squirrel in my room was/IS overbearing. can't purchase anything unnecessary for a while as I need funding to move. i didn't remember this decision though yesterday when i bought more polaroid film. shit. oh well. i should work.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
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